I love because God loves me. I'm kind because God is kind to me. I know mercy and grace and can give it to others because God extends grace and mercy to me.
I know freedom because God has set me free.
Free.
That's what I have as a single girl. Freedom in so many areas of my life. Freedom to go and be myself.
It's weird to think how little I know of myself. I don't know what suits me. What I like and what I want changes frequently. Yet I still don't fully know who I am. This season is the only season where I'll get to be fully who I am in God. To learn who He created me to be with no division in me.
I was knit together with purpose, with a destiny. Im only learning who I am and still God knows everything about me from who I was, am and can become in Him. Still, fir me everything in new.
I sometimes feel like a well kept room that was forgotten. Left to collect dust. I know I've felt like its a season of waiting. But its not. It's a season filled with love. Filled with time. Freedom. To know myself. To learn about myself.
The reality is waiting can be hard. But waiting with God in this season can be a journey. Filled with love and joy and peace. A game of learning who I am. Who I'm growing into. To learn sacrifice and patience.
To know Gods love and be fully satisfied in Him and Him alone. That's what this season is all about. I'm sure ever season after this will be filled with the same thing. But this season is the first. The freest to rest fully in Gods embrace and have hardly any distractions from Him.
That's what I do in this season. In being single.
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